Destiny's Claim

Saturday, October 02, 2004

This week’s programming lab was a killer, even my programming genius friend couldn’t complete it on time. So in true spirit of determination, I set myself down to doing it again so that at least I would know how to do it, regardless of my lab result (for which in this case I am so going to fail..but that’s beside the point)

So after a short time of trying and pondering, I actually got it done. And looking at how I figured it out, I was screaming and yelling and asking God “WHY?? Why didn’t You let me see this a few days back, and could have done it when it really mattered! And I would have been able to help other people on the spot too! WHY WHY WHY???” I sounded like Job on a bad day, only I believe Job never sounded so defiant.

At the same time, my church was having this simulcast thingy of the 40 Days of Purpose. So having finished my work, I went out and the first thing I heard was that God doesn’t waste experiences. Immediately my thoughts went to that lab. He uses experiences?

The question in my heart was still “why?” but now I genuinely want to find out why He let me botch up that lab. I still haven’t found out, but I’m thinking He’ll tell me sometime soon...at least I hope so! =)

simply jon.pondered @ 10:15 pm

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