Destiny's Claim

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Recently i've been having so many feelings running through me that i don't know where to turn, whether to embrace them or hide from them once again.

I had a similar experience back in JC, and if i remember correctly, that was disastrous. I turned into this cold schmuck for about a month, not caring if the world were to fall at my feet and die in front of me, hid all my feelings behind a mask of smiles and cheerful words. I can't let that happen again.

But neither can i simply pour out everything. So many things, so many sacrifices, so many...emotions. Richard Clayderman on the piano says it's "nothing more than feelings" but that's enough to make or break a man.

Hmm...my blog's getting depressing-er and depressing-er. Shall have to learn to cheer up.

missing you..

simply jon.pondered @ 9:04 am

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